so although my real passion is baking, photography is up there. i realize that my photos are extremely amateur but i am trying.

would anyone in the boston area like to take photos with me? or let me take photos of you? i am sick of seeing my face up here, but i am my only model.

i love thanksgiving. hands down favorite holiday!

and i was born on it, but this year my birthday is the day after. so tomorrow should be fun, 18! but yeah.



oh and my niece is amazing. she is the cutest thing. she came over yesterday morning and i was in pretty much a dead sleep but i could hear her voice echoing up the stairs and it woke me up immediately. she is so cute


anyways. i dont know if anyone will see this, but have a good thanksgiving.

so i've recently just started uploading new photos and what not since it's been quite awhile. Uh, yes that's really about it so check the new stuff out

j'yes, i'm sick today. fucking sucks. i feel like my head weights about 10 lbs..and my little tiny neck can't hold it up. le sigh. 7:55 in the morning. i miss ryan terribly. we hung out yesterday, he picked me up about 12:30 because i only had lunch and gym as my last period classes..so i didn't care about leaving. i actually went to english yesterday! go me. i talked to my teacher, she was really cool about everything.
so yeah..me and him went to the mall. when he tried on clothes i got to sit amidst some naked male mannequins. yeaaaah! lol. so yeah, i was really tired, so we went back to his house and watched clerks 2. i fell asleep though, when he started playing with my hair. i fucking love cuddling that boy <3. so yeah..then watched some family guy and decided we were hungry. we went to hon dynasty and ate there, and it was actually really soothing because there was no one there and we got to listen to some chinese music and drink green tea. i had like 3 cups of it, and ryan had like 10. haha

we've decided we want to convert to eating white rice everyday and eating healthier in general, and drinking tea. that'd be cool, maybe get some yoga classes going on. haha, the funnier part is i've actually taken yoga before. so yeah, we then rented The Last Samurai, and went back to his house for about 30 minutes to 'watch' some, and then I had to go home . Oh well, i pretty much crashed at 10:15, forgot to call him because it's become a habit of talking to him before bed.

oh well. so yeah, no school or work today. i need to start hanging out with people again.
i miss you/ them all terribly.

<3333 19 days

there's a lot that has changed for me since july 13th. a lot. i like a boy a lot, and i see us lasting. ryan <3. i don't hang out with a few people i used to, and hang out with people that for awhile i didn't. i get calls from people who care, and don't get calls from the ones who don't. i'm a junior, and sometimes although i like how things are..as of right now, still wish i lived in cambridge, because then i'd be a senior, and leaving mass come next september. but i'm not. christmas just passed and it was okay. i have work in 38 minutes..but i look forward to it because me and ryan work together. however, i lose my job the 15th of january. uhm, my nails are currently green and red, and i smell pleasant because i just took a shower. peace out.